I am happy :]

for the first time in close to two months, I am legitimately happy!
HURRAY!

So I felt the need to post a blog marking this day :]!
well, actually, this happiness came back yesterday buuuuut I was busy cleaning my room and making other tiny improvements in my life yesterday.
But today, today let the records show, I am happy!

No more insecurity.
No more awkward silences.
No more jealousy.
No more staying up late wondering about pointless sad things.
No more jumping every time I get a text message only to be let down that it wasn't the one I was waiting all day for.
No more coming up with lame excuses to make myself feel better.
No more of any of that
:]]

Please don't let me do that again.
"I always tell myself I'll know next time but I still waste my time on you"