Saturday, November 14, 2009

So, that's that.

and with that, that's the end of that.
The abrupt ending that no one, not even I, saw coming.
But oh well, I suppose that I am done with that
and that's all I can do about that.

I just want to say thank you to those of you who stick by me through everything.
Those that, even though they disagreed with the needless length of my unhappiness, they took the time out of their days to try and cheer me up even in the slightest bit.
Thank you especially to those who, no questions asked, knew that I needed them and called me right away and listened to me cry and complain for hours on end (well, there is really only one person who did this but I'll use "them" regardless).
Oh, even thank you to those who simply smiled at me in the hall, not knowing that anything was going on but that I just looked to be "not as happy as usual".
Every effort made me feel better
and at this point, all I can do is convince myself that I'm right for doing what I did.

I'm off to get ready for Fall Ball soon.
I'm going datelessly buuut I don't mind...I don't think I've ever had a date to a dance and I've always had tons of fun! Tonight won't be any different!
First year of driving myself
and not having to run outside every 2 seconds after 10:30 to see if my mom is there yet or not.
(I love stealing Skye's words)

It's songs like this one that makes me think of what Anthony once said: "why do all of your favorite songs talk about a lifestyle you're completely against?"
I still cannot answer him. Buuuuut this song is my current number one!

(oh yeah...I don't know what's up with the video either. It's the only one I could find that wasn't from a live show though)

OH! This song too :]
I jam to this when driving down the road. However, I switch around a few words in the chorus XD

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