Monday, March 31, 2008

After the incident today in band

Sorry folks,
maybe I'm just slow...but I did not see what the big deal in Heather's blog was all about.
But, it made me think about something.

I contradict myself a lot.
Not on purpose, of course, and definitely not to impress someone.
Sorry Mrs. Krieger, I probably used my commas wrong there.
Anyway, back to my point.
I contradict myself when I learn something new or just take the time out to think about what I just said. Something I may have said 5 minutes ago probably sounds incredibly stupid to me now.
When people point out a different way of looking at things, I may change my opinion.
It doesn't mean I'm contradicting myself, I'm just looking at things through a different perspective and I happen to like it better.

Trust me, I'm not getting in the middle of anything.
I'm writing this to make sense in my own always.
Yes, there is probably something I missed in what you guys were talking about earlier.
You guys = Stephanie, Richard, and Heather.

I just wanted to post this so that maybe someone can point out a flaw in my ways of thinking.
HEY! I may even look at it through your eyes and change my opinion.
I made a joke XD get it? get it? get it?

I've got math homework

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Uhmmm yeah

I've been thinking and I'm tired of worrying myself over other people's choices.
I'm tired of judging people just by who they hang out with or what they are or are not addicted to.
I do agree people change and half of the people I know often will change a million times in the next four/three years.
I really need to learn to accept that.

I've been talking badly about a lot of people that I'm not really close to and I don't know THAT much about recently.
I'm beginning to realize that this isn't really my style.
I honestly do like to get along with everyone that I can.
I mean, hey, we are all supposed to forgive and forget every once and awhile, right?
Just don't PERSONALLY screw me over and I don't care what you do.
It's your life do what you want.

Consider this one of my million changes I'm planning on making in the next four/three years.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

I don't even know the point of this

It's midnight on Easter. Well...I guess now it's Monday.
Or close to.
Tonight is really weird.
I don't know what it is about it. Seems like a perfectly normal day, of course.
I don't know if others get this way or if I'm just insane.
Either way, I'm using my blog to discuss yet another only-important-to-me topic.

My family came over, today being Easter and all.
We pretty much sat around and ate far too much.
Pretty much, we eat till we feel our hearts will give out
then we drink tea.
It's a tradition. I don't know why.
After we ate,
we sat around and played Are You Smarter Then a 5th Grader?
Apparently, being rednecks is also a tradition.
You'll be happy to know, my mom and I are the only ones in my family that are, in fact, smarter then a 5th grader.

I'm listening to Kylewilliam. AKA Imadethismistake.
But I liked him better when it was just Kylewilliam.
He's been my favorite since 8th grade.
Oh hey, that wasn't too long ago.
I don't care.

I totally forgot where I was going with this blog.

It's midnight.
I have school tomorrow.
I should be asleep right now.
Apparently, it's supposed to snow soon.
I WANT A PUG! I found the perfect one today. But she's $300 and 429.4 miles away.

Dakora sent me the really old Imadethismistake song.
I'm going to go listen to it about 12 times and then go to sleep.
Say hi to me tomorrow =]

Friday, March 21, 2008

Oh Hai!

You know how they say you learn something new everyday?
Well, it's true.

I now know the difference between
then and than.
Then - shows a time period "Then she went over there"
Than - shows a comparison. "I'd rather have crayons than apples"
Horrible examples, but you get the point.

Thanks Mrs. Krieger!

Monday, March 17, 2008

Today was lame

I was pretty bummed out through the most of today.
I hate bad moods.
If you know me at all, you know bad moods aren't my thing.

I got my hair cut Saturday and due to lack of wanting to wake up this morning,
I didn't get a chance to fix it properly.
Being the teenage girl that I am, this caused me to be pissy all day today.

There is also several other things that
angered me today.
But I don't know how to address such things without sounding like a total
None of which I am, thanks XD

I'm going to Florida soon.

I am really sick of people being mean for no apparent reason.
I don't care if you don't want to be bff's with someone,
at least be civil to them when they need help.
You're only making yourself look bad in the long run.

Bubblegum Octopus is good.
I need a job.
I'm going to have to wake up earlier then usual tomorrow.
I miss my hair.
I cannot wait till warm time comes around.
Screaming techno is just overall intriguing

Peace out

Monday, March 10, 2008

Prepare for the greatest summer ever!!

Trust me, I'm already prepared.
I've already made sooo many plans with people!
On my computer, which I don't have right now, I've made a to-do list of everything I want to do this summer.
I refuse to be bored once school lets out.
I just really hope my plans don't all fall through.

Summer 2008:
-Attend my 2nd Warped Tour with Stephanie, Bonnie, Farrah, and whoever else wants to chill with us.
-Dye my hair blonde with lime green blotches....or something involving those colors.
-Learn to skateboard
-Have a hippie day and protest for a cause.
-HOPEFULLY go see Enter Shikari and Brokencyde [if they ever get over here]
-Re-do my room
-Have/go to a rave
-Go camping

Uhmmm I have a bunch of other stuff planned, but like I said my to-do list is on the computer in which blew up.
Feel free to make plans with me =]

Now, off to completely conform the man...or woman in this case, and do some homework.
Only not.

Friday, March 7, 2008


We got straight superiors at chorus festival today!!!!!


Thursday, March 6, 2008


It's really strange
how one side of a relationship can be stronger than
the other person's side of the relationship.
Like how one person can be completely crazy about their significant other
and the other person doesn't really care...doesn't seem like
they are proud to be in the relationship.

It's really strange
how strange things like this bother me.
unimportant tiny details that no one else probably notices at all.

I don't understand how this can be.
I don't understand relationships...not just boy/girl relationships...
like any kind of relationships.
Why we choose to be friends with some, why we despise others.

I've noticed,
there is a lot of things I don't understand
a lot of things I probably won't understand
and a lot of things that aren't meant to be understood by anyone.
I suppose life is like that so we don't all get bored...
I mean if there is nothing left to learn and experience, what is there to do?

I've also noticed,
"Asleep" by The Smiths is really as beautiful as the perks of being a wallflower
describe it to be.

Today was basically amazing! =]

and nothing short of amazing, fo sho.

After 3 years,
I am finally braceless!!!
I hate it actually.
I think I looked better with braces...but hey, whatever.

I got out of school early
Saw my ex boyfriend
Went to Zaxbys
The weather was AMAZING
I bought a new shirt and some shoes
and yeahhh
that's about all =]

I don't really have too much to say.
Just wanted to say that today was amazing.

Oh and Koda is still awesome XD
I talked to him for like an hour today
annnd he texts me all the time, so that's pretty much all day we talk
I wish he lived closer =[

But hey!
I get to see him on SATURDAY!!!!

Tomorrow is chorus festival

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Life as of now

I'm to the point where I'm getting bored with things again.
I mean, really...nothing out of the ordinary has happened.

Cute boys always fall for the pretty girls.
Fat girls moan about being fat but yet never stop eating junk food.
Slackers threaten to drop out of school because their grades are falling.
No one is doing anything to save themselves.

Current life is boring.
Not to mention predictable too.

I want spring to hurry up. I love how spontaneous everyone is around that time of year.
I love how plans don't matter and if you want to do something, you just go do it.
I'm really sick of being cold and never meeting new people.

I think I need a vacation

Monday, March 3, 2008

It's cool, we can still be friends

It's so strange how quickly our feelings towards people change.
One minute you can completely despise someone and then one slightly intelligent conversation later, you remember why you liked them so much in the first place.

Well at least that's how I am.

Like someone I haven't talked to in forever and I see to be a complete waste a space. Well, yeah, I am completely gullible...but I'm convinced that truly are trying to get better now.
How many times have I said that in life? And every time it's been about the same person.
Hmmm now that I think of it, maybe this is just a phase they will grow out of and go right back to their old ways.


That's not my way of thinking. I believe in people and I believe that people can change.
Why do I contradict myself?
oh well this is more or less just a train of thought then an actual opinion.

I truly do have faith in a lot of people though and I don't think people would go out of their way to make me think they are something they aren't.
I don't know.

Tonight is insane.

I'm Atheist
so I found this interesting"zDHJ4ztnldQ
Feel free to watch it if you want.
But please keep in mind I'm not forcing my beliefs onto you....I found this interesting.
You, believe in what you want to.

I'm done for the night.