Sunday, August 24, 2008

A list.

Of things I, personally, want to better myself in.

1. I want to do better in school. I'm shooting for all A's! Even in math :D
2. I want to be a better friend.
3. I needa start paying more attention to my appearance. -CHECKAROO!
4. I want to keep my room cleaner - CHECK
5. I want to learn how to cut/style/dye my own hair
6. I want to save up my money
7. I needa do better around the house
9. I need to learn say no sometimes
10. I want to become a role model to someone
11. I want to be something worth looking up to
12. I want to get out of the habit of cutting my hair...which totally cancels out number 5
13. I need to stop staying up so late on school nights
14. I want to broaden my interests
15. I want to meet new people
16. I need to stop taking things for granted and appreciate everything
17. I want to remain with my 15 year old innocence
18. I want to be a better girlfriend - CHECK!
19. I want to learn to speak French
20. I needa get over my fear of crickets.
21. I need to get in the habit of showering everyday -Nawww showering will always be a waste of time...forget it.

I'll add to this as it comes to me.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Reality Check.

I'm past due for one of these.
It just hit me Friday that I let my ego get the best of me. When you're even annoying yourself, you know there is a problem.

I guess I've just gotten so caught up in my clothing line and such. I'm overwhelmed by the fact that people really love my designs and that I finally learned how to cut my own hair. I'm honestly not one of those egoistical people, nor do I want to start being one.

Sophomore year so far is not going as well as I would like it to.
I'm enrolled in pottery, mostly by accident but I decided just to stick with it. It's gonna be a mega hard class and no one in that class exactly likes me...or so I'm getting that feeling.
I really miss have an awesome English class. Last year, Krieger's class was kind of my security blanket and now I only have an incredibly difficult Literature class to look forward to. [or I've been told it's very hard]

Also, I lost a, who I thought to be, very close friend of mine. The worst part is, I'm not even sure if she knows it. We spent all of freshman getting closer and over the summer she basically said we're (being Blairsville kids) not good enough to be friends with her. Whatever. Totally not like that hurts or anything *sarcasm used*

Deana is off living her dreams and I can't help but envy that. I miss her but she promises to come home a lot and that's good enough for me =].

I've heard of sophomore slump, but I didn't know it was going to begin the very first week of school.

I also miss having a boyfriend a tiny bit ^-^

Kay. I think I've humbled myself down now...

I'm so sick of missing people!
I want everyone I miss right now to come together in one big Bri's Friends Reunion.
I also wanna meet new I can miss them too.

My life is awesome right now by the way. I'm posting a blog like this because I was in severe need of a reality check.

I'm not anywhere near being a designer. I'm still just struggling with everything and so far, with pure luck, I've had a lot of happy accidents [as Mrs. Marsh would say].
I still have a long way to go to even reach the starting point I need to be at.

I need to stop being lazy and kick it into gear. This year isn't going to be easy...I can already tell.

See ya.