I'm vulnerable these days.

I'm pathetic and silly
and don't care anymore. I don't have a guard anymore
and it's so strange to feel that I just blurt out "I love you"s left and right
and never even think about it anymore.

Sure I like it and this is what I wanted
but, I still feel insanely vulnerable and am just hoping no one is currently taking advantage of it.

I found this poem thing that just kinda elaborates on how I feel:

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.
You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.
You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.
You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.
You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.
You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.
You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.
You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.
You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.
You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.
Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?
-Diane Blue

I'm extremely happy today :D!
I've been dancing around my room and getting ready for the Three Dog Night concert tonight all day!

WOOOOOOT!
I want to drive somewhere.
I am feeling unbearably anxious!