Strange Day.

For starters, I woke up really early on the first go-round.
My parents were working on my studio wall which is right outside my bedroom (please note I'd already forced myself to stay asleep while dogs were barking and a random man was yelling across my living room ((I later found out that he was the Dish guy)))
So I walked out of my room and glared at my parents and just kinda despised everything in the world (please also note that my phone was taken away the previous night)
Well, after getting tired of my glaring, Mom told me to go back to sleep...so I did.
I turned on some Converge so it'd block out all the other sounds in my house.
I think I was asleep for about another 2 hours and had a super strange dream that involved breaking everything of value to me, crashing my car, and killing Cody.
Technically, I didn't kill him but it was my fault he was dead.

Story time?
I'd say so.
So in my dream, my parents asked me to take the garbage trailer we have (which is huge) somewhere. For some reason, I went to Ingles and randomly saw Cody there. Well, when I tried to break to say hey to him, the trailer crashed into my car and totaled it.
Cody got in my car then and we came to my house. My mom was cool with him being there but when my dad woke up, I had to yell at Cody to leave really fast before my dad saw him. I had forgotten his car was still at Ingles but when I did remember, I ran outside to tell him I'd drive him to his car.
But he was gone. So I spent a really long time looking for him (as well as accidentally smashing my phone and ipad). Well, I eventually ran down to the bridge at the end of my road and saw a bunch of police people and other folks standing around.
I asked this random lady who my dream made out to be Cody's mom what had happened
and she said he had gotten hit by a car and was dead.
Sooooooooo flashing back to real life,
I woke up and was panicking (cause, as we already stated, I didn't have my phone so I couldn't just call Cody and make sure he was actually okay).
So I ran out to my studio where my parents still were and tried to explain this to them but started crying in the middle of it and cried off and on for about 20 minutes
till Mom managed to convince me that Cody isn't actually dead.

So yeah.
I was going to go into further detail about why my day was weird but now that I read that, I think anyone can understand how a day would be strange after it starting out like that.




BUT ON A TOTALLY DIFFERENT NOTE!
I met Cody's family last night and it was a pretty amazing evening :]
they seemed to like me and I got to spend all evening with Cody which is always nice.


That is all.

Thoughts floating around my noggin

- I really wonder what it'd be like to be on the receiving end of the words "you're everything I've been searching for"
It'd be nice to just know that people are still looking for other people. I don't know if that makes sense but it does in my mind.
I think I've been listening to too much mewithoutYou.
- I've been flirting with the idea of getting a sunflower tattooed on the top of my foot. Yes, I'm aware it would hurt. Thanks for your input in advance.
- I think it'd be nice to stop trying to impress people. Of course, still be nice to everyone but just stop going out of my way to make everyone like me.
- Try some new things. Be a bit more reckless and open to new adventures than I have been in the past
- I need some super major change!!!!!!!
- I need to find something that'd be nice to change in my life
- If I had a hedgehog and snail silly band, I'd be super happy. I just got my strawberry one and it has yet to leave my wrist....I wonder if they have a sunflower band.
- I want to become an active part of a lot more art related organizations.
- I want to start having a bit more confidence in my artwork and actually start submitting it to places. First step: Wonderroot Open Submission Gallery.
- I need to meditate more
- Sleep. Sleep. Sleep. I need more of it.
-Tea. Tea. Tea. I need more of it.
- Time. Time. Time. I need more of it.
- I also wanna keep up with my twitter more.
- I REALLY need to work on Starship stuff. It always takes a backseat once school starts and I really miss it.
- 8 months till I'm 18!
- I really want a fancy Sherlock Holmes pipe. Not to actually smoke or anything but just to carry around. I think it'd be a nice additional to any outfit.
- I need to start taking better care of my body all around
- Calm down and stop putting so much on my plate at once

nooooooooooooo!

my wisdom teeth "must be removed ASAP"
I repeat:
nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

I'm terrified of surgery!

Luckily, I don't have to actually start worrying till I get home from the cruise in December but still...

I have so much on my "to do" list and the due date for everything on said list is coming quickly.
sooooo why don't I feel panicked at all?
why am I still just sitting around wasting time that I don't exactly have?

My favorite phrase lately has been
"setting myself up for disaster"
which yes, sounds like a horrible phrase to say but for some reason, it's not bothering me either.

I'm also foolishly adding more stuff to my list such as deciding to design and make my homecoming dress rather than just buying it.

-_-

Best Week Ever

Friday, it was announced I made the homecoming court which I'm really excited about and keep talking about.
Cody and I spent awhile last night picking out possible homecoming dresses while watching Clash of The Titans (which is an awesome movie, btw).
We basically decided on a light blue short dress. I'm hoping to have time to make my dress!

Yesterday was the first edition of Autumnfest and it pretty much dominated!
The band list included:
Kaleidoscope
Casual Dinosaur
and This is Harris

We had a pretty big crowd with a lot new faces and it was just all around awesome
and a grand way to sum up an amazing week!


This is Harris:


The crowd:


Skye's rather nice creeper photography:


Casual Dinosaur:


Although I've had requests for a Winterfest, I think I'm going to hold off.
I don't have a location that isn't outdoors and I personally hate being outside in the cold sooooo tune in next year for Springfest!
[:

the easy way out.

I promised myself and whoever may of read it that I would make a new "about me" soon. But, I'm lazy and couldn't think of too much that was important to know about me that wasn't already included in my last blog. So I stole a survey from myspace and am going to use it as the new about me and you can now learn my thoughts on stuff that someone else in the world felt like important things one should know about another.

Where do you go to shop for clothes?
Wal Mart, thrift stores, and anywhere else I can afford

Do you buy your own groceries?
not yet, thankfully.
although when I do, I'm going to partake in a much healthier diet and hopefully take up the hobby of gardening and producing a good bit of my own vegetables and fruits.

Do you think people talk about you behind you're back?
I'm sure they do...it's high school.

When's the last time you had a sour gummy worm?
I really dislike those things - I more of a original gummy worm kinda gal

Whats your favorite fruit?
strawberries!

If there was a fire, what would be the first thing you would grab?
probably my teddy bear. or so I would hope. without him, I would be completely devastated for a long time

Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel?
nope

Have you ever tried to build something?
Sure!
I mean, nothing of great importance like a house or a bridge but I like to stack things on top of other things to make walls.

Do you play with legos?
not really anymore. but back in the day, they were my main media for wall building

Do you play with barbies?
I was never much of a Barbie kid.
I had lots, yeah
but I would of much rather been outside with my dinosaur figure making it devour grass, flowers, and other random things that the ground produced

Who's your favorite Disney Princess?
I don't think I have one

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I do!
He's rather spectacular c:

Would you rather have blue skin or purple skin?
if I could have light blue, I choose blue

Have you ever gotten a sunburn?
mhmm

Have you eaten snow?
mhmmm! lemon flavor is my favorite
d:

Have you watched Star Wars, any of the six?
mhmmm

Do you have a fuzzy pen?
probably somewhere in my room, yes

Do you fix your bed?
I don't have a bed. I have a mattress on the floor - it requires no fixing

What color are your bedsheets?
purple, blue, white, pink, and some other colors thrown in

Do you wear slippers?
no.
I hate slippers so much. They make my feet uncomfortably warm

What is the coolest lamp you own?
I am not a huge fan of lamps...I mean, I don't have any I don't think.
Just my ceiling light

What's your favorite flower?
sunflowers!
the first boy to get me a bouquet of sunflowers will have my heart forever.
yes, surprisingly, I'm /that/ easy to please.
Haha!

Did you go or do you want to go to prom?
I would like to go to my senior prom, yeah.
I skipped my junior prom though

What does your tissue box look like?
who needs tissues when you have a sleeve?


Did you ever open a lemonade stand?
I did when I was in Ohio but it wasn't my idea or planning.
nor did I know exactly what we were doing...I was just told to sit behind this wagon all day.

Do you listen to classical music?
when I'm working on essays, yes

What's the longest book you've read?
I have no idea.
I read a lot of books.

What smiley best represents you?
"The smile that I do.
In real life."

What do you do when you are stuck?
get unstuck....?

Do you have a "wacky noodle"?
no. all my noodles are perfectly sane, thank you very much.

Do you have your own pool?
My family has a pool...does that count?

Do you have a website where you put your pictures on?
facebook, myspace, and photobucket.

Do you watch Spongebob?
mhmmm
it's my favorite!

What kind of car do you want?
2006 Scion XB
ohhhhh wait, I have one of those [:

Last food you ate?
it was a taco.

Do you make presents?
I do, yes.

Do you make your own jewelry?
not really

How many questions are left in this survey?
I don't know, yo

Are you in advanced classes?
yep!
which is why I have a fancy iPad now [;

Do people consider you as smart?
According to Cody I'm "too smart for him"
so yeah, I guess Cody does.
Haha!

Do you collect anything?
Dr. Strange comic books

Do you collect a series of a certain book?
.....if comic books count then I've already answered this

What time is it?
10:22pm

Is your away message on?
is you on?

Do a lot of your friends have xanga?
nope

Do you have premium?
shut up.

Have you ever been to Jamaica?
no thanks

Do you make your own cards?
yes.
I always draw my cards and write my own meaningful messages in them.
I don't need some strange millions of miles away telling me how I should feel about my loved ones on certain occasions.

Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together?
yes. I succeeded too

What was the stupidest thing you've done?
your mom
ohhhhhhhhhbuuurrrnnnnnnn +2,000pts for original joke!

How many languages do you know?
English and a little bit of Spanish

Can you skip stones?
as of a few months ago, yes

What's the weather like?
it's quite chilly. HANG ON!
I'll ask my iPad [;
it's 70degrees right now and kinda cloudy

What did you do?
what DIDN'T I do?


Have you eaten breakfast yet?
I had a donut about 13 hours ago for breakfast

What did you eat?
darn.

What do you see when you like out the window or door?
darkness

Have you exercised?
mhmm

What do you plan to do for the rest of the day or tomorrow?
sleep
then wake up and go to school

When did you wake up?
6:45am

Have you eaten lunch yet?
I ate lunch about 8 hours ago

Have you gone out to eat and where?
I ate dinner at Taco Bell in Murphy

Did you buy anything?
a taco

Has something changed drastically today?
not really

Are you happy?
extremely, yes [:

Did you sing aloud today?
mhmmm

Did you talk to a friend on the phone?
not that I recall

How many times have you gone to the bathroom so far?
I have no idea

Have you taken a nap?
nope

What are you listening to at the moment?
Fly Me Away - Annie Little

What is one thing that happened today that you will never forget?
today wasn't all that memorable.
I got my iPad but I'm sure I'll forget that I go it on this very day unless I right it down somewhere.
August 5, 2k10.
there.

Is anyone in the room with you?
nope

Are you feeling lazy?
I'm exhausted

Are you feeling bored?
I'm exhausted

What have you accomplished today?
I wrote a pretty awesome paper and made 100 on my algebra 3 quiz

so there you go!
I hope you feel super caught up in my life ^-^

Oh and I'm currently a pretty big Of Mice & Men fan


other random stuff:
this has been the best week I've had in awhile. I am super happy in my relationship with Cody and I'm always smiling over dumb stuff I remember about him and I'm actually kinda bothered at the moment because I didn't really get to talk to him at all today.
Autumnfest is coming up at the end of this week as well as the first football game for my last season of color guard.
Everything is fantastic and wonderful [:

Decisions, Decisions

if only life were as easy as Dragon Quest 9. I would choose to fight monsters in a purple fur poncho and all would be right in the world.

Oh and to start this blog off right, I offer you a flashback of mine.
I often forget how much I love Tales of Mere Existence.
This is my personal favorite:


and darnit.
I spent so long watching Tales videos that I forgot what the point of this blog was.