Monday, March 17, 2008

Today was lame




I was pretty bummed out through the most of today.
I hate bad moods.
If you know me at all, you know bad moods aren't my thing.

I got my hair cut Saturday and due to lack of wanting to wake up this morning,
I didn't get a chance to fix it properly.
Being the teenage girl that I am, this caused me to be pissy all day today.
Apologies.

There is also several other things that
angered me today.
But I don't know how to address such things without sounding like a total
moron/jerk/homophobic.
None of which I am, thanks XD

Apparently,
I'm going to Florida soon.

I am really sick of people being mean for no apparent reason.
I don't care if you don't want to be bff's with someone,
at least be civil to them when they need help.
You're only making yourself look bad in the long run.

Bubblegum Octopus is good.
I need a job.
I'm going to have to wake up earlier then usual tomorrow.
I miss my hair.
I cannot wait till warm time comes around.
Screaming techno is just overall intriguing


Yep.
Peace out

Monday, March 10, 2008

Prepare for the greatest summer ever!!



Trust me, I'm already prepared.
I've already made sooo many plans with people!
On my computer, which I don't have right now, I've made a to-do list of everything I want to do this summer.
I refuse to be bored once school lets out.
I just really hope my plans don't all fall through.

Summer 2008:
-Attend my 2nd Warped Tour with Stephanie, Bonnie, Farrah, and whoever else wants to chill with us.
-Dye my hair blonde with lime green blotches....or something involving those colors.
-Learn to skateboard
-Have a hippie day and protest for a cause.
-HOPEFULLY go see Enter Shikari and Brokencyde [if they ever get over here]
-Re-do my room
-Have/go to a rave
-Go camping

Uhmmm I have a bunch of other stuff planned, but like I said my to-do list is on the computer in which blew up.
Feel free to make plans with me =]

Now, off to completely conform the man...or woman in this case, and do some homework.
WOOOOT!
Only not.

Friday, March 7, 2008

WOOOOT!

We got straight superiors at chorus festival today!!!!!





YAY!

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Hmph

It's really strange
how one side of a relationship can be stronger than
the other person's side of the relationship.
Like how one person can be completely crazy about their significant other
and the other person doesn't really care...doesn't seem like
they are proud to be in the relationship.

It's really strange
how strange things like this bother me.
unimportant tiny details that no one else probably notices at all.


I don't understand how this can be.
I don't understand relationships...not just boy/girl relationships...
like any kind of relationships.
Why we choose to be friends with some, why we despise others.

I've noticed,
there is a lot of things I don't understand
a lot of things I probably won't understand
and a lot of things that aren't meant to be understood by anyone.
I suppose life is like that so we don't all get bored...
I mean if there is nothing left to learn and experience, what is there to do?
..........exactly

I've also noticed,
"Asleep" by The Smiths is really as beautiful as the perks of being a wallflower
describe it to be.

Today was basically amazing! =]

and nothing short of amazing, fo sho.

After 3 years,
I am finally braceless!!!
WOOOOT!!
I hate it actually.
I think I looked better with braces...but hey, whatever.

I got out of school early
Saw my ex boyfriend
Went to Zaxbys
The weather was AMAZING
I bought a new shirt and some shoes
and yeahhh
that's about all =]

I don't really have too much to say.
Just wanted to say that today was amazing.

Oh and Koda is still awesome XD
I talked to him for like an hour today
annnd he texts me all the time, so that's pretty much all day we talk
haha
I wish he lived closer =[

But hey!
I get to see him on SATURDAY!!!!


Tomorrow is chorus festival
NO SCHOOL!!!
=D

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Life as of now

I'm to the point where I'm getting bored with things again.
I mean, really...nothing out of the ordinary has happened.


Cute boys always fall for the pretty girls.
Fat girls moan about being fat but yet never stop eating junk food.
Slackers threaten to drop out of school because their grades are falling.
No one is doing anything to save themselves.

Current life is boring.
Not to mention predictable too.

I want spring to hurry up. I love how spontaneous everyone is around that time of year.
I love how plans don't matter and if you want to do something, you just go do it.
I'm really sick of being cold and never meeting new people.

I think I need a vacation
>.<

Monday, March 3, 2008

It's cool, we can still be friends

It's so strange how quickly our feelings towards people change.
One minute you can completely despise someone and then one slightly intelligent conversation later, you remember why you liked them so much in the first place.

Well at least that's how I am.

Like someone I haven't talked to in forever and I see to be a complete waste a space. Well, yeah, I am completely gullible...but I'm convinced that truly are trying to get better now.
Wow....
How many times have I said that in life? And every time it's been about the same person.
Hmmm now that I think of it, maybe this is just a phase they will grow out of and go right back to their old ways.

Naw.

That's not my way of thinking. I believe in people and I believe that people can change.
Why do I contradict myself?
oh well this is more or less just a train of thought then an actual opinion.

I truly do have faith in a lot of people though and I don't think people would go out of their way to make me think they are something they aren't.
I don't know.


Tonight is insane.

I'm Atheist
so I found this interesting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v="zDHJ4ztnldQ
Feel free to watch it if you want.
But please keep in mind I'm not forcing my beliefs onto you....I found this interesting.
You, believe in what you want to.

I'm done for the night.